Instead

Linda's post about attitudes go me thinking about my reaction to the tough days.

Combined with the fact my boy is about to turn 1 and I just can't help thinking about how much my life has changed in the last twelve months.

Yesterday, in another life, I could have spent the morning reading the newspaper and sipping a latte.

Instead I spent my time regulating baby's determination to eat dog food.

But I'm so glad I didn't miss out on a joyful moments like this:

I could have been lunching with coworkers at one of Santa Barbara's posh nosh spots.

Instead I made yet another meal, hosed down the high chair, and did the  dishes once again.

But, the view was spectacular and the food was home-grown.

I could have been participating in a energetic meeting discussing magazine articles, design layouts and celebrity photo shoots.

Instead I did 5 loads of laundry.

But I had the best of companions.

I could have been creating complicated spreadsheets and earning a real take-home paycheck. 

Instead I created an eating and pooping schedule for puppy and baby.

But it wast truly so much more fun using markers instead of Excel. 

Yesterday, in another life, I could have gone to a fancy gym and taken a fancy class.

Instead I loaded the baby in the jogger and went for a painful run. 

But the sun was shining, the conversation flowing, and the baby laughing. 

I could complain when the days are hard (and I probably will).

But, I am learning, instead to be thankful. 

I am blessed each day.